Stupid Car (Or Stupid Me?)

DAMN !

I just left my car key inside the car !!!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............

I swapped my car (car that i use everyday) with office car which i didn't know having automatic lock....

It was raining (still raining) outside, and i put all of my EDC (every day carry) inside the car, just put them all, and return back to lock my office door, and suddenly there's fuckin annoying sound, BEEP BEEP !!!!!!!!!!

AND I JUST REALIZE ALL MY STUFF ARE THERE AND THE CAR ALREADY LOCKED

(luckily i was planning to left my laptop in the office..... so i can make this post and have something to do for this 1 hour)

and luckily also my mother has not sleep yet (I only remember my mother phone cell number, i even dont remember my house phone number.... hahaha T_T)

Javanese people's philosophy = always be grateful if something bad happen (think that is not the bad situation) huhuhuhu

and now I'm here, dump at the office wait for my drive arrive with a spare key

I'm tired and sleepy tough....

hiks hiks...

40 minutes until my driver comes.....

World In a Cup

Last December (2008) I went to Jenggala (Ceramic Shop) with my fiancee and I painted a Cup there (she paint some kind of jewelry box), i was late that day, i arrived there about 3.oo pm, so i only had about 1.5 hours to paint the cup.
The concept is 'World in a Cup'. A circle when we are in. Very close circle of ours. World in a cup is my concept for small world of ours. I'm quite poor on drawing, so you can see the result hahaha, but i love it ! Hope you can enjoy it also.


Before I was jealous if someone has a lot of friends (some I think are too many, why they didn't introduce me some.... hahaha) I was self pity that i can not make friends with people. But it's only a story now.

I think i have to say 'thank you very much' to some people i knew in my university years, they are kind of easy going persons, I was trying very hard to be accepted with people back then but I found out, just be myself and i don't have to push myself too hard to be accepted by everyone, I just realize that before I was too greedy, I don't want a cup, I want a giant bowl, I wanted to be accepted by everyone which is impossible (even Obama has some people who can not accept him!) So I started to be graceful with what I already had. And I got more friends and easily to communicate with human beings after that. Such a revelation for me. hehehehe



Until now, still, I'm not a person with a lot of friends but I have had some small cups of mine.
I have my colleagues friends, i have my gaming friends, I have my old old friends, people from work, etc. And sometime in a live the cup is collide each other. And I like when my friends from other groups meet with others.

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival. (C. S. Lewis)


So have you keep some cups of yours?